I went to Ritter's today..

I saw this couple, and it reminded me of me and a certain 18 year old boy... deep down, it hurt so badd..
I wanted to cry and just tell myself it'll be okay. but a part of me is telling me that it wont.
What's wrong with me?
Why do I care so much?

I know why, because I love him..</3

¢¾I love life.¢¾
Senior year is going fantastic.

I want to say I would go crazy without ...

Kara. Whitney. Angelica. Tori.
¢¾Those four girls are amazing. I love them to death..¢¾

To An 18-year old boy:

So, basically all I care about is myself? Hm, interesting. Never knew that one. I do love you. I do care about you. I didn't answer your question because I didnt want to be apart of the shit you did yet. The weed, and the cigarettes. You rarely called, rarely texted, we've rarely hung outside of the internet and telephone. Honestly, I am scared of relationships. I fell in love once with a guy named Andrew, and he tore my heart into a million peices. Have you ever felt so hurt before? Do tell. Don't call me a bitch, don't go off on me. Just talk to me about it. I am so sick of guys assuming things. ((Sorry I know people that I'm globalizing)) Read your entry kidd. Tell me how hurt you would be if someone wrote that to you. Don't be a jerk to me just because you didnt put forth effort either. Relationships come both ways. Talk to you later.